I have been thinking about death a lot over the last few months. With the global pandemic. I think it was right around the George Floyd murder that I started loosing my shit, that coupled with the evidence that the government globally has no real solution for this virus.

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Fear started to kick in, bills continued to pile and people just kept dying. Strong, healthy people. I watched the toughest of men be brought to their knees in pain. I know for sure my next battle with death, I won’t win and I damn sure ain’t going back to living on the streets like an animal. So, for me if I can’t swim or stay above water, there is only one way out. I don’t care how that sounds, because the professional we pay to hear our trauma need saving themselves. At this time it is survival of the fittest.

I have been sad! You can hear it in my voice and see it on my face. You can hear it in my sets. Today show is a mix the represents the nothingness I am feeling.

Playlist

Caution (Dave Aude Extended) 00:01:59
Together (F9 Radio Edit) 00:01:45
Fantasy (feat. Femi Kuti) | Hiphopde.com 00:01:34
Tiny (feat. BEAM & Shenseea) | Hiphopde.com 00:03:01
Addicted | Hiphopde.com 00:03:02
Bring It Back (Respect) (Extended Mix) 00:01:44
Oxygen (PO Intro Edit – Clean) 00:01:42
Alien (PO Quick Edit – Clean) 00:02:12
When The World Stops Turning (Quiet Mix) 00:02:04
Together (LODATO Remix – Extended) 00:01:40
Ocean Drive (Purple Disco Machine Instrumental) 00:01:35
Lay Your Head On Me (feat. Marcus Mumford) | Hiphopde.com 00:01:11
Designer (feat. SARZ) | Hiphopde.com 00:02:05
High Road (Fresh Mode Remix – Radio) 00:02:03
The Blue (Atjazz Remix) 00:01:38
Looking For Me (Extended) 00:01:37
Paradise (Extended Mix) 00:01:09
Together (Chris Lane Remix – Extended) 00:00:54
In The Night (Dzeko Extended Remix) 00:03:00
Daisies (Kelvin Wood Remix) 00:03:10
I Can Feel Alive (Extended) 00:04:00
Roses (Imanbek Remix – Extended) 00:02:33
Where Are You Going (Soplaa) (Soplaa Mix) 00:01:49
Finally Ready (Extended Mix) 00:02:58
Right Here Right Now (Dj Spen, Gary Hudgins & Thommy Davis Remix) 00:03:43
See The Sky (Tracy Young Extended Mix) 00:02:24
El Mundo Baila (Extended Mix) 00:01:17
Nightcrawler (Illyus & Barrientos Extended Remix) 00:02:02
ALIGN (When The Stars Align Mix) 00:02:40
Head & Heart (Jack Back Extended Mix) 00:02:10
Sun Comes Up (feat. Busy Signal & Joeboy) | Hiphopde.com 00:01:47
Be Kind (Joy Club Extended Mix) 00:01:28
Fake Friends (VIP Extended Mix – Explicit) 00:01:13
Let’s Get Brutal (Cotto Dubtech AIM Edit) 00:02:02
Nothing Really Matters (Nic Fanciulli Remix – Radio Edit) 00:02:16
Something Inside (DJ Spen & Gary Hudgins Remix) 00:01:33
Sun Is Shining (Robin Schulz Extended Remix) 00:02:00
Party People (DJ Spen & Micfreak Party Mix) 00:01:41
My Love Song (Libation Mix By Ian Friday) 00:01:35
Closer (Remixes) (Blackkdraft Mix) 00:01:59
Boomerang (Round & Round) (Crvvcks Extended Mix) 00:01:50
I Want My House (Radio Mix) 00:01:49
All I Think About (Extended Mix) 00:01:48
2AM (Extended Mix) 00:02:00
Fire Burning (Remix)Sean Kingston Ft Pitbull(2009) 00:02:11
Tick Tock (Joel Corry Remix) 00:01:38
ScHoolboy Q – Hell Of A Night (Prod. DJ Dahi) 00:01:41
watch_the_duck_-poppin_off_ft_bedroc(knyce_x_steve_basil_remix) 00:01:57
Thats How I’m Feelin (Clean) 00:01:37
Pitbull_-Time_Of_Our_Lives(Lyric)ft._Ne-Yo 00:01:39 Pitbull–Time_Of_Our_Lives(Lyric)ft._Ne-Yo 00:02:20 Oh Na Na [2015 Trinidad Soca] [Prod. by Anson] [J2V] 00:01:56 Starter 00:01:36 FEELING SICK( LOUD RIDDIM) SOCA – Produce by Krishna “Dada” Lawrence 00:01:13 Oh Gosh (Loud Riddim) – Flippo 00:01:25 Play A Mas 00:01:39 Alane 00:01:21 Animal (Extended Mix) 00:01:22 Take My Hand (Torren Foot Extended Club Mix – Sutured) 00:01:27 Emergency (Extended Mix) 00:01:20 How Yuh Want It (Bam!) 00:01:47 Before Yuh Leff Home 00:01:59 GQOM (Extended Mix) 00:01:18 i don’t wanna know (remix – extended) 00:01:00 Naked (Armand Van Helden Extended Remix) 00:00:58 Bubba Dubba (Extended Mix) 00:00:52 High On You (dEVOLVE Extended Mix) 00:00:57 ily (i love you baby) (Topic Remix – Extended) 00:01:12 Think About Things (PO Intro Edit – Clean) 00:01:08 Advokit – Bumperville [Brass Tax Riddim] (Soca 2016) 00:00:56 Destra – Ring Leader [Brass Tax Riddim] (Soca 2016) 00:00:49 Nadia Batson – Secrets [Brass Tax Riddim] (Soca 2016) 00:01:01 Blaxx – Imagine Dat [Brass Tax Riddim] (Soca 2016) 00:01:18 Never Give Up (VRIL Remix) 00:01:21 Toxic Love (Mr. Mig Extended Mix) 00:01:12 Drift Away (Clean) 00:01:16 We Are (STHLM Esq Remix Instrumental) 00:01:17 Mical_Teja–Beast(Tumba_Riddim)2016_Soca(Trinidad) 00:01:21
Silva_-Up_Under_Yuh(Tumba_Riddim)2016_Soca(Trinidad) 00:01:30
Live Without Your Love (Original Extended) 00:01:35
Childish 00:01:43
Night & Day 00:02:00
Midnight (Rompasso Extended Remix) 00:02:05
Anyone Who’s Ever Been In Love (The Elliot S. Radio Remix) 00:01:30
And She Said (Extended Mix) 00:02:30
Up & Down (Extended Mix) 00:02:23
So Shall it Be 00:00:32